Slow motion Broken and sick Unconsciously Cryin aloud Life sprawled
out in blood sweat and tears 11 months 4 more surgeries Still I pray
Until this day I must say It’s ok Because I was left alone The bastard
child I am Alone and sick to my stomach And pukin again, again good
God Come on its just another hour broken Come on its just another hour
cold Come on its just that now that I’m broken Come on its just that
now I’m alone Come on its just that now that I’m broken Come on its
just that now that I’m cold Come on its just that now that I’m broken
Come on its just that now I’m alone Come on its just another hour
broken Come on its just that now that I’m cold Come on its just that
now that I’m broken Come on its just that now that I’m cold Come on
its just that now I’m alone again Come on its just that now that I’m
broken Come on its just that now that I’m cold Come on its just that
now that I’m broken Come on its just that now I’m alone Slow motion
Feelin all broken and sick Cryin alone Sayin to myself “My mother’s
gonna be healthy My mother’s gonna be healthy” Reach out for a hug but
no one’s there Cryin alone in the corner I stand In the corner Sayin
to myself “My mother’s gonna be alright.

I’ve come to grips unreality, through fatality,
Realized just how much happiness brings to me
Fight lately doubt and worries inflicted my mind
With an illness of ego, worst of it’s kind.
Been so busy unhappy, un-nerved
I can see my destiny is chasing me,
I am finally happy and ready to go.
I had a one nite stand with myself last night,
The fright of a lifetime,
Once again I have proven my strength to myself, alone

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that’s dark and cold,
I cannot believe how much I’ve changed since the days of old,
I know it’s temporary but
I need to focus straight,
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win,
I can’t afford to blow this one,
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me
Contradiction’s the way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthy now
I’ve made it through those lies and deceit,
I think what’s done is done and I can’t complain anymore
I am sure now that I’ve found myself again it feels great
I can’t believe I’d lost control of my fate